Opposite of Ahedonia: Everything Will Be Alright - I Promise

Please stop worrying. I am beginning to hear what people who care are saying. You all, its gonna take some time. I was told I don't like anything that I USED to like. SO, because I AGREE that I don't like many things that used to amuse me, I am trying to look at the guilty pleasures that I used to enjoy and determine IF they still mean anything to me at all.

Here is the list of things that I used to enjoy, that now I really don't care for.

1. TV - I was a total tv addict most of my life. I have TIVO, WMC * 3, JOOST, ZEN VISION and many other ways to continually watch TV. I used to LOVE the O.C. (above with my message to my loved ones). I watched this video and it evoked many emotions. I did feel for those folks, I did love to watch that show. Now, I do have feelings, but I have no interest in watching that or any of "my shows" anymore. I hope this is okay. My family doesn't watch much TV, it was all me.

2. MOVIES - my family sees just about every movie. Most of my life, WE had OSCAR parties and loved seeing every single nominated movie. We used to go to 3 or 4 movies in a day!!!! Now, honestly, and if this is sick... okay... The only movie I can imagine going to see is SICKO. Because I UNCONDITIONALLY support MICHAEL MOORE.

3. MY HOME TOWN - It just does nothing for me. I try to recall its original attractions and why I loved it so much. It boils down to GREEN. I love the PCness (but not too much), the GREEN, the nature, all the big tall trees, and most of all I love my yard and my own redwood tree.

4. ARGUING - I just can't stand to argue anymore, but it seems like that is my normal discourse with most people. In my wack kat mind, when I sincerely believe that I am correct, I don't back down.

5. North American LAWS - I keep questioning our laws, our war, our invasion of countries, our prison rates, our insane drug war, and all of the rest of the BUSH reigning disaster.

I am also including some more versions of this song... well.. cause I can....

Peace, Love, and trying to remember why I liked Evening Soaps

Although this one has Tom Cruise, who I refuse to watch in any form, given his anti-psychiatry funding, I love the VAMPIRES... they rock.. I STILL love ANNE RICE in all forms... and incarnations



This show, ONE TREE HILL was another favorite of mine. I don't know why they call it NALEY when HER name was HALEY.. but I guess it is an inside joke. I watched every episode of OTH, like the OC, and Anne Rice....enjoy

Can I Change Your Mind? -Killers Help Me Thru the Hopeless Haze

This has not been a good day. Someone who meant the most to me, doesn't know who I am anymore. I think the picture is a good representation of yesterday's interactions. I am so sorry.

Last Words for a While While I Do Work for $$

I wanted to say something very strongly (without using the infamous CAPS), but since I would fill way too much bandwidth writing a huge diatribe, I decided to share this song with my family, people who consider me their friend, fellow Bloggers, those who find my page when they are looking for a LA bar (wow... named after me :) ) and those who have become my friends and given me so much unexpected self-less support in VAN. Shouting out Hastings where I work, play and read.

Because I have listened to "All These Things that I have Done" by The Killers, from their HOT FUSS album for days now, I thought I would submit it for your enjoyment.

It explains to the world, why I have to do what I have to do: "I got SOUL, but I'm NOT a Solider."

You all are correct. I can't follow rules to save my life. I guess that is what it means to be A....Kitty. How do you REALLY ever, make a cat do what it doesn't want to? To quote a beautiful and intelligent woman, Heather B "No one can own a Black Kitty, a Black Kitty HAS to own you."

I apologize to everyone for my behavior as of late. I am so grateful to all of you for your kind words and deeds. See you all when the work is done. Peace, Love and QOL ++

I WAS going to do a Rost and present 2 versions of the song because I could not decide. HAHAHA, the US version of the SAME song, does NOT allow embedding and the UK (think VAN) version does. Boy, the laws about pot now apply to ROCK VIDEOS too :) It seems like they try to kill all the fun in the US. What is up with that ?



Peace & Love